If I could choose a theme song for the last few weeks, it would most definitely be “Should I Stay or Should I Go” by The Clash. I found myself humming that tune out loud quite a bit whilst at wrrk. It’s not just wrrk that’s been up and down, it’s been everything.
The only few calming things in my life have been talking to Surlywotsit, playing Xbox360 and watching old Tom and Jerry cartoons (yes, I do lead such an INTERESTING life…..NOT).
I’ve been asking myself the same old question for the last few days “What if?”
What if I suddenly was back at square one with no job, no friends, no concept of a future, no commitment, no responsibilities…..effectively no life. Would I be as happy as I was when this same sort of thing happened to me three years ago or are the changes that I’m currently going through good ones? Ones that will help me grow and learn.
I almost lost a hell of a lot last week but after taking two steps back today and having a good snarky laugh at everything that had been bothering me, I’m chilled again and have much to do. Wrrk is back to a tolerable state of normal. I want to go out and take more photos and write some music.
With things being ok again, should I really continue blogging?